saat itu pasti datang.

apakah ini karma? apa ini balasan dari semua perlakuan gw selama ini ke orang lain? bukan!! tapi ini adalah satu hal yang menerangkan bahwa Tuhan itu maha adil. sekarang gw ngerasain gimana rasanya jadi "dia". "dia" orang dulu nomer 1 di hidup gw, "dia" yang dulu selalu ada di hati dan fikiran gw. "dia" tapi "dia" dengan tega gw pergi dari hidup "dia" pergi tanpa meninggalkan jejak, mungkin hanya ada luka tangis yang tak lagi berarti buat gw. karna 1 orang "itu" gw bisa pergi ninggalin "dia" lupaaaa. lupaaa dan bener-bener lupaaa. 2 1/2 tahun bisa gw lupain hanya dalam 1 bulan.
Tuhan jujur saya tidak sanggup bila ini harus terjadi kepada saya :'(

YOU

The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.

LISTEN

Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!

Feeling

You may not always be able to feel a deeper heart feeling right away, but stay focused in the heart. The sincerity of your effort can reconnect you to your heart current and start the juices flowing. To plug in, think of someone you love or remember what feels good, maybe a fulfilling experience. Feelings help you remember

:'(

:’(

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

nasip anak training

Setelah 5bulan gw training di Mandarin Oriental Jakarta, kegiatan traiining ini sunguh amat ngerubah semua hidup gw, banyak banget hal baru yang gw dapet di sana dari hal yang seneng sampe hal yang sedih :(
Semuanya gw mulai dari awal, pertama di tempatin di outlet France Restaurant, yang dari nama jenis menu makanannya aja udah susah buat dibaca!! apalagi masaknya. di tambah lagi Chefnya engga bisa bahasa Indonesia sama sekali -___-
awalnya gw BT setengah mampus ditempatin di LYON (nama restaurant) setiap hari gw masuk jam 3 sore pulang jam 11 malem sampe rumah jam 1 malem. dan hidup gw bener-bener terasa terbalik, siang jadi malam! malam jadi siang. setelah berlansung selama 3,5 bulan gw ngerasa Lyon adalah tempat gw belajar sekaligus rumah kedua gw, lebih dari setengah waktu gw, gw habisin di dapur Lyon :)
semua staf disana care, sabar mau ngajarin gw dari dasar dai awal bgt bgt bgt!! entah ucapan terima kasih yang seperti apa yang harus gw sampaikan buat mereka.
terima kasih Chef Thierry!! terima kasih semua staf Lyon.